Murderer in theory?

This time thing is freaking me out. It's black at 5:30pm, and makes me feel sleepy. Of course it doesn't help that I couldn't sleep for shit last night. And my log was mumblin' something in his sleep. Geez. I tried to cover his mouth...

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late night neat beat manifesto

It's night. It's late. And I feel neat. Not the kinda neat like, "Oh, it's really neat and clean in here" but the kinda neat like, "I'm bored and feel like a bloated blow hole. Neat." The intent and connotation are completely different....

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Sunshine's redeeming features

So I turned off the annoying holiday tunes and had a pretty decent day, all reality considering. Sunshine's actually kinda artful right now...

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go elf yourself!

I am SO SICK of hearing Christmas music. I swear they keep playing the same song over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over... do you get my drift? If I hear Walkin' in a Winter Wonderland again I'm going to crawl inside that radio and ruin the magic of Christmas for that DJ.....

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Some kinda crazy

Have you ever felt so unimportant inside that you find yourself interjecting at any point to turn other people's conversations back towards you? The more I think, the more I think I'm pathetic....

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OMG!

Christmas is just around the corner and I don't know what to get my log. I hate shopping with a passion. Plus, the only stores around me are Walmart and JCPenny up the road. Puke-a-rama. Maybe I'll be creative this year and make him something. On second thought...

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Jim Monroe

I wonder if it's a coincidence that his last name is Monroe. After the greatest person that ever lived... of course she was a white woman and he's a black man... but they're both very good looking....

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Discovery channel tonight...

Once every few months I catch a show on Sci Fi or somethin' and it freaks me the hell out. OK, so I was brought up to be Christian, right. And we believe in the bible. The bible doesn't allow for aliens and ghosts that aren't angels or demons, so what is all the paranormal mumbo jumbo people hear and see? If you ask me, I think they've all fallen off their rockers....

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Missing Someone

Today it's colder than a holy hell hole here. Every time it gets this way (usually only twice a year) it makes me miss someone so bad that my heart aches and I physically feel pain....

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Another happy cheery morning

Another happy cheery morning. It's Monday and Tom's off to work. Guess I'll be making my way to Blue Top soon. This boxer I rescued, Moxy (what I'm calling her) is so adorable.....

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feeling low tonight

I don't know why but I'm feeling low tonight. Aside from staring at my log today, I actually got to rescue an animal. So, it should have been a great day! But I looked in his big (boxer) eyes and all of a sudden I was him... or he was me. If you've ever read, "The Art of Racing in the Rain" you'll understand. He wasn't just a dog anymore. He was more like me -- human! With real feelings, emotions and organized thoughts.  And I felt as though he could somehow get inside my head. Then I was just sad, because I don't even have people in my life that do that. People that get inside your head and finish you sentences. People that can't wait to hear what you're gonna say next.  The kind that jump at a chance to be clever, and prove their loyalty to you. Then I was even more sad because-  as sad as I was, I had someone to go home to. Even if it was a log. And that was more than he had.